that my past experiences have made me who I am today, but I still wish I could go back in time and have a sisterly chat with poor, clueless, "younger me" about relationships. I cheated on him. I didnt mean to do it, i was at a small gathering with some good friends and one friend, Alex, who i've talked to on and off was there. We tried to go on like least i tried. The sooner you weed them out of your life, the happier you'll. Just how the hell do i get over a guy thats smart, kind, dorky, 6ft tall, and gorgeous hELP. I want to be able to fully love my boyfriend and not think of any other guy. Then i screwed. I know this is all partly because we were together for three freakin years and we saw each other and spent time together nearly every day of those 3 years, but i just want it to stop. I feel like a terrible person when i have a great boyfriend yet im thinking of.
I wish i was dating you
And sometimes they have small behaviors that indicate a complete lack of respect. Its about finding someone you can stand to spend a ridiculous amount of time with. I feel like i cant back out of it now. Besides, so much luck was involved in my finding my match that there are probably more alternate universes where I'm still living solo than where I'm married. Jesse has texted me very occasionally a joke or something and ill text back, it all casual conversation and kinda makes me t i feel guilty too.